The Lost, Lonely, and Slightly Pinkish

We'll miss you

2005-08-20T14:43:00.000-07:00

My first AMV

2005-07-13T18:54:00.000-07:00

http://savefile.com/filehost/files.php?fid=4783045 - Click download!!

Please leave a one-word comment that you think best describes me.

2005-07-11T14:13:00.000-07:00

It can only be one word.

No more.

Then copy & paste this in your journal so that I may leave a word about you.

What Yu-Gi-Oh Duelist Are You?

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What Personality Do You Have?

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Lyrics Game - Name The Bands Who Sang These Lines

2005-07-10T16:00:00.000-07:00

Dumbstruck. Colour me stupid. Good luck.

Band 1 = ?

Got this way, upfront but never true. God I'm wrong, it's just the way I am.

Band 2 = ?

Girl, you had me once you kissed me. My love for you is not iffy. I always want you with me.

Band 3 = ?

Pace yourself from me. I said maybe, baby, please, but I just don't know now.

Band 4 = ?

Blast off! It's party time, and we don't live in a fascist nation! Blast off!

Band 5 = B.Y.O.B. - System of a Down - Given by The Late Lilly Pandora Haven

What's Your Trigun Personality?

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What Witch Hunter Robin Character Are You?

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What Wolf Are You?

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What Yu Yu Hakusho Character Are You?

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Drifting Away

2005-06-28T13:56:00.000-07:00

I'm starting to drift away from Alisa - my once best friend. I'm not sure why, though. She seems to act the same, be the same, treat me the same. I just can't, though. One of us has changed, and I don't think it's her...

Ask me four questions.Any four, no matter how personal, private, or random.I have to answer them honestly. I have to answer them all.In turn, you post this message in your own journal and you have toanswer the questions that are asked to you!

What Saiyuki Bishounen Are You?

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X/1999 - Inversion - Nataku

2005-06-24T20:02:00.000-07:00

I got X/1999 volume 18 not too long ago. That's all the news for today.

What is Your Outlaw Star Personality Disorder?

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New Layout

2005-06-23T13:46:00.000-07:00

I'm sorry for the constant changes in my layout. I'd like to a get comments on individual posts which my other layouts wouldn't allow me to.

That's it-thank you for your time.

1. PICK ONE OF YOUR SCARS OUT, NOW HOW DID YOU GET IT?
I got a scar on my upper right arm. It was during powerpuff football and cheffie grabbed me and pulled with her nails. It hurt XD

2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?
Hoobastank Signatures, Yuugiou poster, two green day posters, pokemon pinups, a final fantasy x-2 poster, support gay signs, a clock, and a weird ninja poster.

3. WOULD YOU RATHER PLAY FOOTBALL OR WATCH IT?
Watch it. >_<

4. WHAT SPORT WOULD YOU SAY YOU ARE BEST AT?
None of them. :/ If I had to choose...um...Soccer?

5. WHAT WAS YOUR WORST NIGHTMARE?
It was one a long time ago when I was little. I was at a camping site with my mom and my nana. The tour guide told us to walk down this bridge thing and to the tour center, which was just a little tent. Nana went first, but she was killed by the tour guide, so my mom and I started to run up the bridge thing but it titled down so it was really steep and hard to climb. Somehow the tour guide turned into an alligator, too. My mom clutched to the side railing but it broke off and she fell into the the water where she was eaten. It was really scary.

6. HOW DO YOU EXERCISE?
Go to Aikido, workout at the gym with a personal training, workout at home, practice volleyball, and I'm doing five hours of gym class during summer.

7. APPLES OR ORANGES?
Apples

8. GRAPES OR WATERMELON?
Watermelon
9. WOLVES OR TIGERS?
Wolves >_<

10. WHAT MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO?
Punk Rock, Alternative, techo, dance and some hip hop music is nice.

11. HAVE YOU EVER WRITTEN POETRY?
Yes, I really enjoy it.

13. DO YOU REMEMBER BIRTHDAYS?
Most of the time I do.

14. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?
I think at 7:05 or something.

15. DO YOU HAVE A BIRTHMARK, WHERE?
Nope.

16. WOULD YOU CALL YOURSELF A ROMANTIC PERSON?
Yes, very. I just want to be loved XD

17. WHAT IS THE WEIRDEST THING YOU HAVE EVER DONE?
Wow, I don't remember. It's funny how people can't remember things when they try to but do it easily without any force. Think, Gaby...It might have been during Lunch time in eighth grade when I sagged my pants and started to thurst my crotch into the air...Yeah...I'm a pervert XD

18. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU STARTED FILLING THIS IN?
Complaining to my mom how bored I was.

19. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE GUM?
Juicy Fruit ^_^

20. FAVORITE CHOCOLATE?
Hershey's!

21. FAVORITE CANDY (NON CHOCOLATE?)
Skittles, probably.

22. CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA ICE-CREAM?
:/ I like Vanilla...WITH CHOCOLARE SYRUP ON TOP. Yum :D

23. DO YOU OWN ANYTHING LEATHER?
A leather jacket, and I think that's it. I'm not a big fan of leather...

24. FAVORITE COLOGNE:
None.

25. FAVORITE PERFUME:
None >_<

26. DO YOU OWN AN INSTRUMENT?
I own a keyboard.

27. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ON SOMEONE (SEX YOU'RE ATTRACTED TO):
Hair

28. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SMELL?
Erm...Markers -_-;;

29. FAVORITE SOUND THAT YOU HEAR OFTEN?
My name being called. I like being recognized.

30. WHAT ARE YOU THINKING RIGHT NOW?
How disgusting it would be to see Seth without his shirt on...

31. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC?
At times, yes

32. COULD YOU EVER SEE YOURSELF MOVING FROM WHERE YOU ARE?
Yes

33. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE DISNEY MOVIE OF ALL TIME?
I love the Lion King T_T

34. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SONG OF ALL TIME?
"Homecoming" by Green Day, probably. Maybe Saint Jimmy? Or maybe some other song I can't remember >_< OO! I like "If you were gay!" Offspring's songs are cool, too.

35. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE COLOR WHEN YOU WERE TEN?
Green

36. WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES?
Brown

37. HAVE YOU EVER SLEPT WITH A STUFFED ANIMAL?
I still do...It's like...all six of us o_O

38. IF SO WHAT WAS/IS IT'S NAME? ...
Wolfie is the only one I named XD oo...I have Vash too o_o

39. WHO WAS YOUR FIRST CRUSH WHEN YOU WERE LITTLE?
Michael...He ended up gay. LMFPO Of course, so did I :S

40. MOST EMBARRASSING CHILDHOOD MOMENT:
Probably in fifth grade graduation. I was wearing a skirt and I bent over...and the whole audience probably saw my pretty white Hanes.

41. WHAT KIND OF HAIR DO YOU LIKE ON THE SEX YOU'RE ATTRACTED TO?
Boys - sorta wild, very thick! Girls - Layers! I think razor-cuts are so cute!

42. WHAT ATTRACTS YOU TO SOMEONE?
I am first attracted to their looks, then personality, definintely. It makes it or breaks it.

43. WHO OUT OF YOUR FRIENDS (SAME SEX) HAVE YOU KNOWN THE LONGEST?
Cheffie, yeah!

44. NOW THE OPPOSITE SEX?
er...no one really...I guess you could say Ryan or Drew or Ian?

45. WHAT IS THEIR MIDDLE NAME? ???
Um...I dunno ^_^;

46. SUNRISE OR SUNSET?
Sunset, of course.

47. WHERE AT?
Out on the ocean

48. (FOR THE LADIES, BE TRUTHFUL) WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF BEING PROPOSED TO AT?
A restaurant. I know, it's cliched.

49. (NOW THE GENTLEMEN, BE TRUTHFUL) WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF PROPOSING?
.

50. WHAT ARE YOUR FIVE FAVORITE MOVIES OF THIS YEAR?
Kung Fu Hustle-and I think that's all I saw this year XD

57. WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF GOING FOR YOUR HONEYMOON?
Maybe Germany-that'd be nice.

58. CAN YOU PLAY AN INSTRUMENT?
No

59. DO YOU SPEAK A DIFFERENT LANGUAGE?
A little Japanese and Spanish

60. WHAT WAS THE FIRST GIFT SOMEONE EVER GAVE YOU (OF THE SEX YOU'RE ATTRACTED TO)?
Boy - A bracelet with gemstones that shaped out the american flag, a chocolate rose, and a teddy bear. Girl - Walkie Talkies? It wasn;t for love...Just a gift XD

61. WHO IS YOUR FAVORITE SINGER? ???
Singer? Well...I like Usher's songs-Gwen Stefani, too. Camui Gackt has a beautiful voice, as well.

62. FAVORITE BAND(s)?
Green Day, Hoobastank, My Chemical Romance, Bowling for Soup, Offspring, The Killers, New Found Glory(only a song or two), Three Days Grace, Good Charlotte.

63. WHAT KIND OF BOOKS DO YOU LIKE TO READ?
Comic books XD

64. DO YOU LIKE POETRY?
Yes, I do.

65. HOW DO YOU LIKE YOUR COFFEE?
Not a big coffee fan.

66. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE PHRASE TO USE?
Don't wanna be an American Idiot

67. DRAGONS OR DINOSAURS?
Dragons ^_^ I got bling-bling with a dragon XD

68. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING?
It would be difficult, but at least you would have had the experience of falling in love.

69. WHAT IS THE BEST WAY TO TELL SOMEONE HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU?
Get the cutie-pie act going, wear a cute little skirt, blush, and tell them your feelings. XD At least, that's how I imagined it-boy OR girl.

71. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED:
Ninety-Six

72. BLONDES, REDHEADS OR BRUNETTES?:
Redheads. I have a thing for Red-hair >_<

73. WOULD YOU PREFER TO GO ICE SKATING OR ROLLER SKATING?
Roller Skating. At least you have four wheels on a roller skate XD

74. WHAT IS THE ONE NUMBER YOU CALL OFTEN?
:/ Alisa.

75. WHAT ANNOYS YOU MOST?
People who label other people as sluts, preps, punks, goths. I don't understand the point of it unless it's for fun. Personally, I want to be recognized as a Gabrielle-not as some girl who wears black and is really weird. I want the way I look and act to just be an add-on of me.

What Gundam Wing Character Are You?

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What Sanrio Character Are You?

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Fire Emblem: Chapter 16x - The Port of Badon

2005-06-20T14:09:00.000-07:00

Another Game, Another Damn Sidequest.

I've beaten and conquered two powerful leaders and gained six powerful partners throughout the last two levels. Almost amazing.

Lyndis - The granddaughter of the marquess of Caelin, a terriroty in the Lycian League. She uses the Mani Katti, a swift blade that will quickly take out any opponent in the blink of an eye.

Sain - A knight in service to Caelin, a territory in Lycia. He rides horseback and is able to use javelins, lances, and swords.

Kent - A knight in service to Caelin, a territory in Lycia. He rides horseback and is able to use javelins, lances, and swords.

Wil - A young archer.

Florina - A friend of Lyndis's from her time on the plains of Sacae. She rides a pegasus and is able to attack enemies from afar with javelins or close up with lances.

Raymond - Priscilla, the troubadour's, older brother. He is able to quickly strike any foe with his sword.

Lucius - A monk of light magic

What Chobits Character Are You?

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What DragonBall Guy Are You?

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What DragonBall Girl Are You?

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Who's Your Sohma Guy?

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Who is Your Ideal Gravitation Guy?

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Fire Emblem = Good Secks

2005-06-18T18:23:00.000-07:00

Fire Emblem is an awesome series! I'm so glad I got Rekka No Ken. I'm addicted! The characters are unbelievably realistic!

I drew a quick yuri sketch of two characters; Lyndia and Florina.

Sketch

I was thinking of touching it up later when I have time and possibly accompanying it with a short story or poem? How does that sound?

What Inuyasha Family Member Are You?

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What Inuyasha Villain Are You?

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What Gundam SEED Character Are You?

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My Neighbor Totoro Personality Quiz

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Summer School Tragedy

2005-06-16T14:45:00.000-07:00

Just fucking lovely. It turns out my fucking highschool somehow screwed up my summer school application or something. Now I won't be heading off to summer school and I'll be stuck at home.

Sophomore year...I'll be forced to do P.E. instead of what I want to do-Drama.

Fucking lovely-just fucking lovely...

A Sword

2005-06-16T14:33:00.000-07:00

What is Your Ideal Anime Weapon?

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SAVE THE MOBLINS!

2005-06-15T22:38:00.000-07:00

Save the Moblins! Recognize the true monster!

Green Day Graphics

2005-06-15T17:25:00.000-07:00

I've made two different Green Day graphics and I can't choose which one to use.

Vote in my chatbox whenever you get the chance!

Number One

Number Two

Score

Number 1. 0

Number 2. 1

No more Oregonian--Lucky for you

2005-06-14T15:19:00.000-07:00

Sorry, I decided against any more story-telling for the time being. I'll start getting serious on my blog when I start freshman year, which is about two months or so.

Sorry, sorry. Gomen nasai.

I'm just watching a bad dream I'd never wake up from.

Find out what anime bad boy you are.

Oregonian for a Day--Or Two

2005-06-13T20:36:00.000-07:00

Oregan was quite the trip, including cold beaches, warm hotels, and crazy lesbians!

Let's start with our trip up, shall we?

My mom and I started up in our new, cozy car. It was about three-four hours in the car-passing Shasta. We didn't reach the border that day, though. We stopped at a lovely Best Western in Yreka.

Yreka is SO tiny! I swear to God-the town closed down at 9:00 at night-EVEN WALMART! I messed with my DS while in the hotel and we stopped by Walmart. I got a video game there---

Wario Ware: Touched! Very fun, very neat, and very original. Perfect for the Wario Ware Series. I think it could have been better, though. I beat the game in only a few hours, and I'm not the greatest gamer, might I add. A longer story mode would have been nicer. It's great how they keep you playing, because you have to unlock all the minigames! Go Wario, Go!
3.5/5

Might I add: I think I'm going to begin messing around with Video Game Reviews in my blog entries.

Which Family Guy character are you?

A new layout

2005-06-13T19:23:00.000-07:00

Sorry, folks. I've been caught up in so much I didn't realize how much I truly didn't enjoy my layout.

I like ones that I can put music and just let it play...

Just ignore this post, bitches. -_-;;

Sexuality-What a fucking mess.

2005-06-06T17:28:00.000-07:00

sex·u·al·i·ty ( P ) (sksh-l-t)n.
The condition of being characterized and distinguished by sex.
Concern with or interest in sexual activity.
Sexual character or potency.

from
dictionary.com

I don't know what I am anymore.

Am I straight?
Am I gay?
Am I bi?

I just can't tell anymore.

I find boys cute and attractive. I've had crushes on plenty of boys:

Camui Gackt
Billie Joe Armstrong
Mike Dirnt

I find girls beautiful, too. I've had crushes on plenty of girls:

Gwen Stefani
Angelina Jolie
Hamasaki Ayumi

I'm not sure what to think any more.
Sometimes I find boys disgusting. Penises are ugly...

Yet at the same time, I want to be held by a boy. I want my hair stroked and to be told that I'm loved.
Sometimes I'm jealous of boys, to the point of begging my mom for a sex change(happened a few weeks ago).

Other times I hate girls. Hate! I hate them all, myself included.
Other times, I love girls. I feel like they are the only ones I can trust, like they are the only ones I'm able to love.

I'm not sure. I'm just not fucking sure anymore.

Any advice would be very appreciated.

Thanks...

Link to me

2005-05-29T14:02:00.000-07:00

I'm making banners for my blog, for anyone crazy enough to link to me.
I only have one at the moment:

It'll be on my sidebar. I only have one request, though.

PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEEEEASE upload it onto your own server.

Mike n' Billie Joe will love you if you do.

Thank you.

-KeroKeroChan

Too many times...

2005-05-28T18:05:00.000-07:00

Too many fucking times have I been shot down.

Everytime I decide to voice an opinion or maybe a little joke, I get shot down.

My teachers do it.

My classmates do it.

My friends do it.

Even my fucking parents.

Whoever's had this problem, and somehow cured it, or shit...

Please email me...

demak@surewest.net

IMing me is fine, too

Kumagoroou on AIM

saitou_needs_a_hug on YIM

Being forced to update...

2005-05-22T16:20:00.000-07:00

NOT FOR YOUNG EYES

Fuck...nothing to update about.

I've been busy watching BJ masturbate.

"You're for the mother-fuckers in Florida fucking scared now, god damnit!" -Billie Joe screaming to Orleans after(I think) his masturbation session.

Hilarious...

Me love you long time!

2005-05-09T17:04:00.000-07:00

Mother's day was yesterday and I gave my mommy special things!

I made her breakfast in bed...Woke up at 6:30 to do it...

It included toast, fruit salad, brownies, and orange juice. Then I gave her the drawing I made, the card I bought, and her present. The present was a lovely Topaz necklace. Topaz is her birthstone. She really liked it ^.^;;

Sometimes the world stops. When it does, I'm pissed.

2005-05-05T17:19:00.000-07:00

IRose, one of the best free MMORPGs has decided to restart again.

All my characters are gone. All my lvls, all my equipment, and all my money.

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I'm pissed...

What's a hitchhiker like poor old me to do?

2005-05-01T21:30:00.000-07:00

Today I went and saw Hitchhiker's Guide to The Galaxy. God, it wasn't as good as expected...I was so freaking disappointed. :/

Plus, mom sent me into the theatre to find some seats so we both didn't have to wait in line for popcorn. I grabbed a seat around the middle section. It was PERFECT. Nobody was around me, until some people moved in behind me. That doesn't matter much?

Finally, this fat bitch decided to scoot her ass right in the seat in front of me. She even turned around to look at me! God, I hate people like that!!!

I was basically pissed about that the rest of my day...

Not much else, kiddies.

Fanlistings.

2005-04-30T16:36:00.000-07:00

I joined four fanlistings currently.

The Mitsuo x Hasunuma fanlisting, the Riku x Sora fanlisting, the Yuugiou card fanlisting, and the Osaka fanlisting. :D

I want to be number one......on Shuichi's Charts

2005-04-28T17:31:00.000-07:00

Yes, it's true. I have obtained Gravitation volumes 1 through 11! Only one to go and I will finally figure out the true feelings of Mr. Eiri Yuki.

Speaking of true feelings, did I mention how damn sexy Mr.K is?

Trigger Happy: Mr. K dedication

Anyhoo. Here are some nice sites any Gravitation fan can have some fun at. Check 'em out even if you're curious!

Warning: These sites will most likely contain spoilers of the television series and/or manga.

A site dedicated to the main character and hero of Gravitation: Shuichi Shindou! It's not complete but will be awesome when it is! Plenty of info.

A really cute Shrine to the ever so heartless writer: Eiri Yuki Kun.
It's got everything you ever wanted to know about the lovable bastard ^.^

Cute, cute, cute, cute, CUTE dedication to Hiroshi Nakano! Check it out now!!!

I LOVE this site! Sakano-San pwns my heart! Please, check it out. It's absolutely wonderful!

There's an awesome gallery of one of the cutest gravitation characters ever!

Honestly, I'm not a big fan of Tohma Seguchi, but some people out there do love him.
This is a nice organized site with lots of information on Tohma, as well as a media section.

Dedicated to Nori-Noriko-Chan. It's a cute and cozy site. Worth a definite look or two.

It's dedicated to the first band to rock you: Nittle Grasper. Very, very, very awesome site! You just have to check this one out.

One of the few K dedications on the net. Lovely none-the-less! They've got lots of K-goodies just for j00!

New F*cking Layout! Happy YET?!

2005-04-27T18:46:00.000-07:00

Yes, everyone. Thank you, thank you, thank you.

I don't deserve applause, though.

Thank you, Loralachan for making this absolutely gorgeous layout.

She didn;t make it for me personally, but put it up on blogskins for the public to use :D Don't worry. I uploaded the images on my own server, darling.

Not much else to say besides the fact I might be inviting a new commenter into my Blog.

If I gather up enough courage. I'm such a wuss. -___-;;

Avatar thanks to Cheffie I love j00!

Anyway, a nice game of CatchPhrase revealed the true feelings of the eighth grade:

Alisa: Okay. This word...Finish the sentence: "Our school...."

The Other Five Eighth Graders Playing(Me Included): SUCKS!

It was pretty funny xD

Dramatic Life Change - It says.

2005-04-23T15:40:00.000-07:00

I just recently got a book claiming it would change my life. Everyday day for a year it gives you something to do. Today, I'm supposed to imagine that every person I meet is my one true love and I have to act in consequence.

Weird, huh?

New commercial!

This is a freaking awesome commercial:

http://www.whoyoutalkinat.com/PoserMobile.mov

Apology

2005-04-12T22:54:00.000-07:00

KeroKeroChan apologizes for her lack of entries. I've been addicted to R.O.S.E. recently and unable to make time for writing up these entries. o___o It's almost time for me to go to bed...so...yeah XDD

Test I have to take or risk death.

2005-04-04T22:33:00.000-07:00

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:

1. Kuma

2. KeroKeroChan

3. Hasu...bahah

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:

1. Kumagoroou

2. Hasuji

3. demon_ryong

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:

1. My bi-polar disorder(it makes me feel speeecial)

2. My sexuality

3. My chest size

THREE THINGS YOU HATE ABOUT YOURSELF:

1. I'm not "stereotypical sexy model girl" skinny.

2. How I stupidly cut myself

3. My need to please

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:

1. German

2. Apache Indian(Geronimo o.o;;)

3. Puerto Rican.

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:

1. Spiders

2. Death with unresolved feelings

3. Evil spirits

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:

1. Computer

2. Anime

3. My friends

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:

1. Lavender Harry Potter nightgown with a mangled collar

2. Fuschia panties(I'm NOT going commando!)

3. Skin?

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS/ARTISTS:

1. Camui Gackt

2. Bowling for Soup

3. Offspring

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:

1. Pretty Fly for a White Guy - OffSpring

2. American Idiot - Greenday

3. Almost - Bowling for Soup

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:

1. Buy Gravitation volume 6

2. Buy Rurouni Kenshin Box set 3

3. Find a crush

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP (love is a given):

1. Respect

2. Truth

3. Romantic

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE:

1. I love reading manga

2. I'm bisexual

3. I can juggle

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX (or same) THAT APPEAL TO YOU:

1. Glasses(Not nerd glasses but more of the sunglasses-type-glasses)

2. Breasts(Ahem -_____-;;)

3. Beauty Marks on the face

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:

1. Sneeze quietly

2. Sing high-pitched

3. Stand being second-place

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:

1. Writing

2. Drawing

3. Acting

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:

1. Get my stupid TV to work

2. Watch Yami no Matsuei

3. Find a cute guy or girl(Shaddup...I'm obsessive)

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:

1. Author

2. Secretary for government(I can type faster than a speeding bullet o.o)

3. Manga artist

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:

1. Japan

2. Tokyo

3. Carribbean

THREE PETS NAMES

1. Gene

2. Whiskers

3. Midnight

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:

1. Find a soulmate

2. Stop arguing with my parents

3. Be beautiful

THREE PEOPLE WHO HAVE TO TAKE THIS QUIZ... NOW! (OR DIE PAINFULLY)

1. RikkuRikkuChan

2. Serpant_Master

3. Hasuji(Hasuji: I'm not even created yet! Kero: Shh..THEY don;t know that...)

R.O.S.E. = Drug?

2005-04-03T16:56:00.000-07:00

I absolutely love R.O.S.E. Online! It's so addicting!

My name is Hasuji on it. I'm a Hawker and have a cute little Hawker hat. My hair is pink, which is odd...

Anyway...

I hate Daylightsavings time. I woke up at about eleven thirty and found out it was past noon on account of the time change. I was pissed. :vein:

I saw the first episode of Yami no Matsuei last night! I'm sooooo glad that AZN Television plays it. :3

Meet Mario and Luigi!

2005-03-30T16:56:00.000-08:00

Yes, Mario and Luigi!

Cheffie named my boobs Mario and Luigi today. O.o

Rather short post. xD

Happy Easter!

2005-03-27T19:19:00.000-08:00

What did you get?!

I got a nice little basket from my mom. ^___^ I got a chocolate bunny named "The Professor." My daddy doesn't want me to eat it, since he's a professor. O.o I also got a two eggs filled with jolly ranchers and life savers. I got a sponge loofah thing(>.<) since I ripped my other one. I also got this little bunny. When you squeeze its tummy, it says "Somebunny loves you."

Mom stood by my bed and squeezed it into my ear to wake me up. xX;;

Take the 100 Acre Personality Quiz! Current Bishounen: Gackt Current Bishoujo: Tetra - The Legend Of Zelda: The Wind Waker

Testing

2005-03-26T11:32:00.000-08:00

Alone in a room...

2005-03-23T15:12:00.000-08:00

If you and I were alone in a room right now... what would we be doing?

Now post this in your blog to see what people wanna do with you...

For those of you dead in the mind-Story-3

2005-03-23T14:50:00.001-08:00

Here are some dolls of the characters in the story for those of you who are unable to get a mental image.

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v281/Kumagoroou/Kachimewhentheymet.png
What Mita had to deal with on a first impression.

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v281/Kumagoroou/YoungKachime.png
Another one of Kachime's awesome outfits. Her black kitty earrings are on this doll.

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v281/Kumagoroou/YoungMita.png
Mita when she was ten. Adorable!

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v281/Kumagoroou/WeddingMita.png
Pretty much the idea of Mita's ceremonial dress.

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v281/Kumagoroou/AssasinMitaonaverageday.png
Current Mita

My drawings:

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v281/Kumagoroou/Mita002.jpg
My rendering of Mita -unshaded-

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v281/Kumagoroou/Mita001.jpg
Same as above, only shaded.

Story-2

2005-03-23T14:37:00.000-08:00

I noticed many mistakes in my story post. Thankfully, I read it over and changed the actual copy.

I won't change it on here because you guys won't mind.

(In truth, I'm just terribly lazy)

Ja ne!

~Tips hat and blows a kiss~

To hell with criticism!

2005-03-23T14:14:00.000-08:00

I got some pretty bad reviews on the last story I read. Being the sensitive little Pisces I am, I mutilated my own body and refused to write again afterwards.

(A little dramatic, I know.)

But, TO HELL WITH CRITICISM!

I wrote another story, not my best, but not my worst, and decided to share it with all you readers. (Well, there's really only one reader.)

Please read and comment if you will.

Arigatoou

Stricken

I was sixteen years old and to be united with the single person whom I eternally held within my heart. Love? I cannot be sure. Love is . . .

Love is . . .

I twirled in a circle, the lavender frills of my gown hovering inches above the glossy tile floor. The silky indigo shawl rested upon my shoulders sunk to my elbows, wisping lightly above the tiles.

I had just changed into my ceremonial dress, the dusty old one my father kept in his trunk. The dressing room was a nice lilac color, and always smelled of cheap perfume, but it never bothered me.

Love is when you are willing to spend any amount of time with the special person, whether it is Christmas Eve, or a simple coffee break.

Love is when you always have that person on your mind, during the good and bad times.

A bob of auburn locks bounced at my shoulders, coming to a stop when I halted myself. Just weeks ago, my lengthy hair was chopped above my shoulders, readying for the upcoming ceremony.

The same pink scarf that I wore on the day Kachime and I met was knotted around my neck, with a matching flower tucked behind my right ear.

Love is when you are ready to protect them at all costs.
Love is . . .

"You’re absolutely beautiful." Came the whisper to my ear accompanied by a straying hand, fondling my hips and rib cage.

I felt a hot blush ruthlessly swallow my entire being. My thoughts were interrupted and cast aside.

"Mis-Miss H-Hashibashi!" I held my breath after the single word, soft lips caressing my clavicle.

Miss Hashibashi was the one I was to be united with. She was four years older than I, her being twenty.

"How many times have I told you?" Hashibashi giggled, moving her hands around my waist to rock back and forth. "Don’t call me miss and call me by my first name: Kachime."

No less than gorgeous was Miss Hashibashi Kachime. Her hair was a beautiful chocolate color, yet her eyes were a very light sapphire. She was full Japanese, which was surely something hard to believe.

"Sorry, Kachime." I apologized

"Bah, not a problem. I understand you. You just want to be polite to your elders," She nipped at my neck, "but I’m not just your elder, I’m your lover."

I could only smile.

"I cannot wait any longer." I replied anxiously, grasping her locked fingers within my own. "It is finally here."
"I see you’re wearing the earrings." Kachime laughed, stroking a black cat earring hanging from my left lobe.

"I wouldn’t go a day without them." I leaned back to gently nuzzle into her cheek.

I was only ten when we met. Our parents had been good friends for years. They decided to have us meet and force us to become good friends. It took them ten years to come to the conclusion. Why not sooner? I don't know. I have to admit, her, being fourteen, in her dark ensemble, sure frightened me.

The next day, our fathers set us up for a day at the mall together. When we met up, she was wearing black cat earrings. Awing! I absolutely adored cats, and couldn’t resist the cuteness.
From then on, I idolized her.

~~~~~

I shivered as the cold brush stroked my wrist, glossy paint trailing over my skin.

"Ichi." I whispered, raising one wrist which bore the Kanji symbol of one.

"Ai." I raised the other, which held the symbol for love.

I never did know much Japanese until I met Kachime. I’m a simple Italian girl myself.

"Ichi ai. One love." I smiled.

She proposed to me two years ago when I had just turned fifteen. It was the morning of my birthday and I had just rolled to my side to find a tiny silver box resting on a sheet of pink paper. I unwillingly brought myself up to grasp the miniature container. Underneath, on the pink paper, were beautiful Kanji symbols stroked to perfection. I pried open the box to find an awing, heart-shaped diamond ring gleaming at me. The band was a gorgeous golden color embedded with equally as beautiful emeralds on the sides. ‘Will you marry me?’ I turned my head to find Miss Hashibashi watching me from the doorway, fingers desperately clutching to the doorway, face wet with tears.

"Ai wa ichi desu." The Asian woman corrected me, just having cleaned the black ink from the fine-tipped brush. "One love."

"Thank you. My Japanese is atrocious." I replied bashfully, realizing I had drifted off into my own thoughts once again.

"You’re doing well." She complimented me, holding the wet brush to her lips and giving a soft smile.
"Arigatoou."

~~~~~

I entered the dim-lit room. The colored lights gave everything a nice navy blue hue. A weak beam of moonlight tried to break through the window’s iced glass, failing, and only giving a small silver tint to the perfect coloring. A perfect aura was set: romantic and mysterious.

Nobody was truly able to understand Kachime. I am said to be the only one who has ever gotten close enough to her to be able to discover her feelings and her views.

I might be her fiancee and lover, but I honestly haven’t got a clue to how she works. A day she’ll be the most joyful soul on the planet, yet some days I will not be able to keep the tears from her eyes.

A felt a tap on the shoulder and turned to face an older man. Bits of silver were streaking through his black mat of hair. His face was solemn, his dark eyes watching me through thick glasses.

It was Kachime’s uncle.

"Mita." He whispered.

"Yes?"

"Kachime’s not in her room." His voice grew softer, and he began to gurgle with the slightest bit of tears. "There were stains in the bathroom. In the bathtub."

I didn’t understand.

"We found a pool of blood."

"A pool of . . . " I repeated, my eyes growing to an abnormal size.

"We haven’t found her body, yet, but, Mita, Kachime’s dead."

~~~~~_____~~~~~-_____~~~~~

I awoke, sweaty from my recurring nightmares.

I swung my legs over to the side of the bed, woozily discovering my surroundings. The same bedroom as I had fallen asleep in. The same bedroom.

My head turned to find neatly tucked sheets beside me.

Four years passed. I was an adult at twenty years old . . .
...and engaged to a supposedly dead woman.

I rose from the rumpled sheets, approaching the glass balcony doors. I shoved them open and walked out

into the gorgeous moonlit night.

"Kachime isn’t dead." I reassured myself, watching the fireflies swarm near the branches of the cypress tree.

"She is not."

Kachime was assumed to have committed suicide the night of our unity ceremony. I don’t believe it. It’s not true.

I raised my hand, admiring the beautiful golden ring around my third finger. The diamond was as still as beautiful as the night I obtained it. It was still lasting through all the tragedies. After all the commitments we made, it was impossible for her to give up.

She would never give up.

My eyes followed a single firefly, watching the small bug navigate its fellow companions safely in the branches of the cypress.

I live for her. Her pain is my own. I hope she returns from her hiding place. I hope she reveals her true feelings.

I returned to the bedroom and retrieved two cat earrings that rested on my night stand.

I hope she returns to me.

I cupped them within my palms.

So her dagger may strike my heart, the way it struck her own.

If you didn't just scroll down and pretend to read it, and actually decided to look through it, thank you much.

Comments and constructive criticism are welcomed.

Blockbuster is fun!

2005-03-22T15:05:00.000-08:00

So, my day basically sucked...Or was going to.
Dentist, then laze around at home, then Aikido.

The dentist said I didn;t have any cavities, but was close to getting six or seven(Ho'Shi'!)
I better bursh better xX;;

We went to blockbuster, though! Yay! We rented Napoleon Dynamite, Ratchet and Clank: Going Commando, and Viewtiful Joe.
I'm a happy ducky.

Gabrielle was
a Helpless Lunatic
in a past life.

http://quizme.stvlive.com/pastlife/quiz.php

Current Bishoujo: "La Fawnduh" - Napoleon Dynamite

Homework day

2005-03-21T14:03:00.000-08:00

I spent the majority of the day working on my Art homework. It's much more difficult than they say it is. -___-;;

Nothing much else. I have to go to the dentist, though. Yuck. I have a cavity in my right moler(I think it's a moler.) too. I hope the dentist doesn't nag at me like she always does.

My sister's coming home from Iraq today! I get to see her tomorrow :3

discover your jack-o-lantern face @ quiz me

HOLY S***!

2005-03-20T22:23:00.000-08:00

My mom and dad went to go look at cars today.

Hours later they returns home around noon. To my surprise, they bought a brand new car.

A FREAKING NEW CAR!!!

I's a nice shade of maroon, and rides lower than my Pathfinder.

Damn...I'm happy.

Current Bishounen: Dee - FAKE

Current Bishoujo: Motoko Kusanagi - Ghost in the Shell: Stand Alone Complex

Aches and Pains

2005-03-19T15:02:00.000-08:00

Oh, pain.

Football game(my team lost, I hear) yesterday, followed up by a nice little Aikido session.

Bah.

Too painful to type xP

Current Bishounen: Dee - FAKE

I don't like the fact that he gels his hair, though.

Current Bishoujo: Ami Onuki

Adorable!

Mira Loma Registrations

2005-03-16T16:50:00.000-08:00

Bah! Finally! I'm finally going to be registered to Mira Loma!

I got to get on the computer early today >:3

That's all.

What Type of Villain are You?
mutedfaith.com.

Random Quiz!

2005-03-16T16:49:00.000-08:00

What Pattern Are You?

Aikido is magic

2005-03-15T18:42:00.000-08:00

Truly, it is. I was in a terrible mood when driving downtown to go to Aikido. I pissed off my dad, had terrible menstrual cramps, wanted to stay in bed, and just had a terrible day.

I felt wonderful after my Aikido session(even though I did crack my shoulder during forward rolls. xP)!!!

That's all.

Are you NASTY or NICE?
Quiz made by Angela

Current Bishounen: Rikuo - Gohou Drug

Bah!

Current Bishoujo: Motoko Kusanagi - Ghost in the Shell: Stand Alone Complex

Beauty!

Busy week!

2005-03-14T18:44:00.000-08:00

Sorry, I messed up the dates on my last post. Tuesday is actually Pajama day.

In Literature, we're reading the play of Romeo and Juliet. I got the role of Romeo! I'm so exicted!!!

"Tis the east, and Juliet is the sun."

Anyway, my week is packed!!

Monday(today)- I went to Aikido.

Tuesday- I have Aikido again.

Wednesday- Mira Loma registration

Thursday- Football Practice

Friday- Aikido AGAIN!

Saturday- SPRING BREAK STARTS!!!

I can';t waaaait...

Current Bishounen: Rikuo - Gohou Drug

*shrug*

Current Bishoujo: Motoko Kusanagi - Ghost in the Shell: Stand Alone Complex

Beauty! Too bad she's not real.

Back to the original style.

2005-03-13T14:07:00.000-08:00

I guess I enjoy this kind of style rather than the customs. I enjoy seeing my avatar. xP I can;t post quizzes on the custom ones, either. -sob-

Sorry for my major lack of posts. I'll catch you up on things!

Next week is spirit week! Woo-hoo!!!

Monday is Crazy Hair Day. I'm probably just going to spike my hair at the ends and put pink dye in it.

Tuesday is Twin Day. Alisa and I are going to wear our matching Halo 2(>:3) shirts and black jeans.

Wednesday is Pajama Day. I'm just going to wear the only pair that have pants and not shorts. xD

Thursday is Clash day. God, what will I wear? All I have are jeans!!

Friday is Sports Day. Bah! I dunno!!!

That's about all. ^^ Please check in later.

Current Bishounen: Rikuo - Gohou Drug

Badasses are always fun.

Current Bishoujo: Major Motoko Kusanagi - Ghost in the Shell: Stand Alone Complex

I watched episode seventeen: Angel's Share. Her face and hair are beautiful, and I love how she is so hard and icy on the outside, but ends up being kind and beautiful on the inside. Sigh...

Sour Cream and Onion-w00!

2005-03-08T17:13:00.000-08:00

My mom bought sour cream and onion chips! *flail flail* I'm so flippin' happy!!!

That's all ^.^

Current Bishounen: Hasunuma - Eerie Queerie

Hair...Haaair!

Current Bishoujo: Mio - Fatal Frame II: Crimson Butterfly

First post of the new layout

2005-03-08T07:48:00.000-08:00

Awesome new layout I found! I adore it! If any of y'all'd like to contact me or anything just go to my tagboard. ^^

Any goodies I'd like to share, such as quiz results and pictures, are going to be in misc.

That's all.

Thanks for hanging around!

Jaaa Ne!